Friday, September 1, 2017

Would You Love Me


Would you love me
If I told you all the “I love you despite’s?” 
Would you love me 
If I told you
All the things I’ve done?
Would you love me 
If I told you 
All the mistakes I’ve made?
Would you love me
If I told you 
My outrageous opinions?
Would you love me
If I told you
About all the tears I shed about you?
Would you love me 
If I told you
About how many times I couldn’t talk to you?
Would you love me
If I told you
How jealous I am of you sometimes?
Would you love me 
If I told you 
All the messy broken sides of me? 
Because even if you didn’t say you loved me 
I would have to tell you 
That I love you
So would you love me 
If I told you
All of that?


This is a poem I wrote for a friend a few weeks ago. I knew she would say 'yes,' but I wanted to write it anyway.

Monday, August 28, 2017

Flights and Friends




Day one. 
Tuesday, August 15. 

My mom and my sister Rebekkah got up with me at 5:00 AM to take me to the airport. I was a bit nervous, this being my very first time to be on a plane, travel by myself, and meet Micaiah. (Pronounced Mic-kay-a by the way. I mispronounced it for a long time. Thankfully she’s very forgiving and didn’t mind) 
I nearly cried when I said goodbye to my family, but I managed to steel myself some as I went through security. It was super easy, I didn’t have any problems. I found my gate, and texted family and friends until we boarded. I must admit, the plane was a bit smaller than I expected. But my first take off was amazing. Going up into the clouds like that is something I hope I never forget. I took pictures and just marveled at the awesomeness of the whole thing. My plane was a bit late, so when we set down in San Francisco I had to run to catch my next flight. But, I made it. This plane was bigger, and I wrote until me and my seatmate got into a conversation. We hit turbulence and my weak stomach was not happy. But, I survived. I exited the Washington airport, and Micaiah found me. Goodness that girl is just like she appears online; sweet, and happy, and pretty much like bottled sunshine. They took me out for burritos, which were amazing after the long flight and time change. We went to their home and I was so tired we decided to watch a movie. We decided on Wreck it Ralph because I had never seen it before. It was cute. 
And then I crashed at ten, which felt like midnight to me because of the time change. 
And thus ended a very long and amazing day in which I got to give one of my best friends a hug for the first time. 

Me and Micaiah




Cookies after they were baked!

Day Two.
Wednesday, August 16 

Micaiah wanted to take me to Barnes and Nobbles because I really have only been there twice in my life. So we spent a good hour looking over shelfs of books and CD’s, and taking selfies together with our some of our favorite books. Then Micaiah and I went to Red Robin (A gourmet burger place) because I had never been there. I’ve got to admit that to a casual Texan girl, gourmet and burger didn’t really seem to mesh, but amazingly this place made it work. We had an amazing lunch and even better conversation. 
When we got back to the apartment we made cookies together and got to share them with some of the kids in the neighborhood, which was super fun! Then we watched Signed, Sealed, Delivered together!

Hiking




On the hike!


Day Three
Thursday, August 17

We went to a hiking trail around a beautiful river. Here in Texas, we don’t have a lot of really beautiful rivers, so it was a treat to see this one! The water was a gorgeous blue! We had to go over a suspension bridge, which swayed some. I did fine on the way there, but coming back my fear of heights kicked in a bit more and I got off as fast as I could. We had a pretty fun hike with some amazing overlooks. We got a bit turned around at one point, but thankfully managed to get back on the right path. We ate a picnic in the park, then went back to their home. Me, Micaiah, and her two siblings played on the Wii together. They introduced me to the Wii U, which I had never played on before. That thing is pretty fun. Then we watched a Hallmark movie together called The Midnight Masquerade. 

Thus ends day three, and this post. If I was dividing this more equally I would include one more day here, but I am typing this at eleven at night and I am egsousted. Also our internet has been really fluky, so I am praising God that I got the photos to upload at all. 

Thank you so much for reading. Just wait for a super long post next Monday including the Q&A and the notes from the rest of my trip!

Friday, August 25, 2017

You Let Me Fly


You let me fly 
You let me go away
You gave me freedom
No one else did
But before you let me go 
You gave me the greatest tool 
You gave me love 
It helps me soar 
It helps me fly 
But it fills me with longing 
To always come back to you
Love kept me out
Of so much trouble
Love makes it so I can fly 
Unafraid of coming home
And makes me long
To always be back with you

Monday, August 21, 2017

Recommendations from My Week










This is a duckling we found. =)












Hey everyone! I'm still in Washington (I'll be flying home tomorrow) but here are some recommendations from my week!


Music: Britt Nicole (Self titled album) 

Book: Andora's Folly by Abigayle Claire

Instagram: Abigayle Claire


Got any recommendations for me? 
How are you doing today? 




Getting déjà vu with the photos? They were accidentally published last Saturday, but I decided to enlarge them and share them in my proper posts anyway.

Friday, August 18, 2017

Unfinished

Photo Credit: Unsplash.com 

Unfinished 
Like an abandoned house 
People were ready to move in 
They were so eager 
About what was to come 
But then it struck 
It was so unexpected 
But they just couldn’t stand 
To move into that house 
So they left it 
Never to be touched again 
Saying goodbye 
Not only to the house 
But to the dream 
And really 
There is nothing quite as painful 
As leaving something you loved 
Unfinished