I'm Still Waiting

I’m still waiting 

For that one thing

That is going to make me feel 

Like I have finally grown up 

I keep feeling like a little kid 

And I feel confused 

Because somedays 

I cherish the childhood 

I don’t want to let it go 

But other days 

I finally want that confidence 

I want that grown up feeling 

I want that self-assurance 

But maybe what I’m chasing 

Is not growing up after all 

Its self-improvement 

A feeling of having made myself better 

A feeling of contentment 

Of knowing what to do 

And I have to wonder 

Do you ever feel like you have that? 

Or do you get more as time goes on 

And you always feel 

Like there’s more 

So I’m still waiting 

For that one thing 

That will make me feel grown up