Friday, April 7, 2017

What if I'm Tired


This is where I was a month ago, but I find myself back here so many times. I thought I'd share it with ya'll.


What if 
Tonight 
I’m tired 
Tired of the struggle
Tired of the fight 
Tired of all the wars 
Raging inside 
Tired of my failures 
Tired of my faults 
Tired of all the unanswered 
Questions inside my heart
Do I even need to fight this? 
Is it really real? 
Am I being over dramatic? 
Or do I need all of this? 
I am tired of the questions 
Tired of myself 
Tired of wondering if today
Might be the day 
It all comes clear 
I know there is an answer 
Out there 
But I haven’t reached it yet 
God hasn’t put it in 
His perfect plan 
For me to know yet 
The worst part of it is 
I no longer know 
Weather I’m not
Doing something wrong 
Or if God is withholding something 
For His perfect plan
I’m too tired for the fight 
Tonight
I have to take a rest 
Maybe my dreams 
Will let me break away 
From the fight
I fight all day

2 comments:

  1. This can be so true sometimes we just don't know what's going to happen but we want to so bad and if your like me I really like to know the answers as soon as possible. I just always have to remind myself to wait for Gods timing and he knows exactly what he is doing:)

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    1. Yep, got to wait on God's timing. That's really hard, but important.
      Thanks for stopping by!
      -Mikayla-

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