There are so many things I want to talk about today. I still owe y'all the second part to my Washington Trip (Yeah, that's way overdue), and the Q&A. Its Monday, which is the day I typically post about my life and what's going on, but two things have come up today and I'm afraid y'all will have to wait until next week to hear about what's been going on in my life.
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Today is the sixteenth anniversary of 9/11. I was just barely two when it happened and I don't remember it at all. I watched every year as another anniversary happened and you could almost feel the tension in the air. We were scared. We were heartbroken. We were determined not to let this happen again. We would not let this break us. We as a nation changed. So many things in our life's are dated by 'pre 9/11' and 'post 9/11.'
This is not a day of hatred towards those who did this to us, this is a day of remembering those who died.
I owe so much to those people. They are the reason I can get on a plane today and have no fear of what is going to happen, because they have worked so hard to make it safe for me. There are so many things like that.
God has used this terrible, event to change our nation for the better.
We will not forget. We pray it will not happen again.
You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good to accomplish what is now being done, the saving of many lives. Genesis 50:20
Also, this is national suicide prevention week. Elissa from Letters to Jayna has put together a whole weeks worth of posts from different bloggers around. Even though I'm not actually part of her posts, I wanted to participate.
I've tried so many different ways of saying this, but I guess I just have to write it out.
One of the people I care most about in the world has attempted suicide three times. By God's grace she has never succeeded.
Its not easy to talk about. Its not easy to deal with the fact that her life hangs in the balance at this very moment.
She has so many reasons to stay. She has so many reasons to fight. But its hard and messy.
God has a plan for her. Its a plan for a hope and a future. A plan to help her out of this mess. A plan to help her make the broken things beautiful.
God has a reason for her to fight. He has a reason for her to stay. Even if she can't see it right now, there is an amazing plan.
There's a plan for you to.
For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
We are beaten
We are broken
We are knocked down
We have to fight
But it hurts so much
We don't know how to go on
But a voice inside
Tells us we must fight
We need to keep going
Something greater then us
Helps us to rise again
Because when we were beaten
When we were broken
When we were knocked down
That's where God wanted us
So He could lift us up
And give us His own power
Instead of our own
But we never forget
That broken place
To never go there again
We will stay
In the protection
of His arms